You have given me an honorable job. I didn't know what I was going to do with my life when I got out of college. I'm 48, I'm probably a lot of your parents' age, more or less. I haven't had any kids--I mean I definitely won't. It's a very hot year, 1998, the earth moving closer and closer to the sun and me going through menopause, so I probably wasn't going to have any kids anyhow, but now I definitely won't. I teach a lot, and I have a lot of friends in their twenties and I like your generation tremendously, I feel very close to you, and you'd probably like my poetry if you read it, it's basically just like this talk, it's something to do. Being a poet is a job, but it's a made up one. There's no job description and that's what I like. I liked the vague feeling of being in college, it may not have been that way for you. well, it wasn't for me either, exactly. It was exciting. I discovered that loving literature could be a job and then I decided I didn't want that one, and I got depressed and a lot more happened to me when I was in college but what was wonderful about college as an institution is that it encompassed everything that I felt, it held me for a while. People would say, what do you do and I'd say that I was a student and they'd say great. You couldn't go wrong, it was like washing your clothes. No one argues with laundry, or the identity of a student, it's a cyclical thing, you just have to go through and I did.

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